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Where has this wave of shadow come from? I wish I was happy in myself. I’m feeling myself falling and I don’t know if I can stop it or if I even want to. What is there to look forward to? I can’t see anything anymore. No one wants me. I feel like I’m just mithering the people I speak to. I just keep to myself and realise I don’t like living in my own mind. I’m not who I used to be and I’m not fond of the person I’ve become. I don’t blame others for leaving me behind. I’d do the same if I could.
